Loneliness

Looking back on my life... it seems there have been a few constants. The sort of loneliness that corrodes the soul is something I'll probably have to live with for the rest of my life. I think I'm up to it.

The other is dreams of my attempts at flying. I think I'm getting better at the idea. I used to be horrible at it. But its such a great feeling... I don't think I'll ever stop trying.

And of course... the dreams of complicated buildings and infrastructure that I use to run and hide from 'that organization' that's out to get me. Ironically enough, I work for one of the largest organizations in the world now. I wonder if its a premonition. If it ever happens outside of my dreams... they should make a movie about me... with choreographed kung fu fights (I'll use my beginner's wushu and wing chun kuen), and CG special effects. Just don't give me a sidekick... I don't need comic relief... it'll unmake the cathartic end.

More Flying

This time, mix in a little smallville. Its fun dreaming like you're superman. Less fun when you're on the run... again. Lot of ocean... jumping from rooftop to rooftop... running on water... moving super fast... invincibility... but flying really isn't all its cracked up to be. You get horrible agility. I flew into a mountain because i was going too fast and couldn't get out of the way.