Strained

Bah... never mind... I don't think I'll remember what this post is supposed to be about even if I look back on it.

Yeah... this whole bleeding thing is getting old...

Food

Sigh... here we go again... one more round of loss this year just for good measure...

let's eat dinner, maybe my luck will improve after some food.

Bliss

There are times when I feel like I'm drowning in your beauty.

Now is one of those times.

How can one's existence be so fortunate and blessed yet so cursed at the same time? It doesn't make much sense, but I can't do much but accept it eventually. So why not now?

I am just dust in the earthly air

Just take one deep breath
and all troubles shall disappear.

Peace

I'm already regretting this one... but its for the better.

I think 2008 will be a better year... at least the last few days of 07 are starting to come together.

Blast from the Past

Volatility seems to be the highlight of my life at the moment. Perhaps it has always been there at the core of my time here.

This is going to be interesting. It seems I owe someone a lot of something. I'm sorry I've been such a horrible friend. I'm sorry I'm so twisted. I'm confused myself. One day it might all unravel itself... or perhaps I'll just drop everything. I am no ascetic though, so the former will have to prevail. Hopefully sooner than later.

You reap what you sow

learning lessons the hard way...